Books and dreams.

It's been a while since I last wrote a story. I always feel uninspired and have zero ideas on what to write about. Like I can write for a bit and then get distracted by something and just abandon the story that I've built and I think it's unfair for me to do so. I guess I much prefer to write when it comes spontaneously, I just type whatever comes next in my head and usually I end up with a pretty good story. Some people write as a hobby, to release their emotions and express their feelings. Others just do it for fun and to improve their literature skills. And the rest write to touch people's hearts - like what I'm aiming to do - to make them feel engaged with the story, to make them believe that it's real even though it's not. Famous authors like John Green, Stephen King, Jodi Picoult, Lauren Oliver, J. D Salinger, Harper Lee who wrote (How to Kill a Mockingbird) write amazing novels that touches people's hearts. Some even feel like when they reach the end of the book they feel as if they've lost something.. A friend, or themselves. I'd like to do that one day. I don't want people to just read my work; I want them to feel. I want to touch their hearts and make them feel like my story is real, like it's speaking to them. I want them to feel how I feel when I read a good book.

It's going to be hard but I'm gonna work for it, and maybe just maybe I will make that kind of impact on people. Who knows one day I finally achieve my dreams. It's weird to think how I - out of all the people - have finally planned my future and what I'm going to do. I already know what I want to do for degree, I know where I want to go and I know how I'm going to get it. I just have to really work and read a lot. I have to be able to be up there, and just write. Let my imaginations wander, let the words flow like a river stream. Once I've accomplished that I know I'd have done everything that I ever wanted to do in the world. One day. This, I'm sure of.