I feel high all the time, like I'm on drugs even though I am not. I feel like there is not a single problem in the world even though there are thousands of things to worry about. I feel like I can be however I want to be even though it is unflattering and unattractive, it doesn't matter. I can talk about whatever and not being judged because of it. I can do whatever I want and not be hated for it. I can be and do all that because there is this boy who I am fond of, and who is fond of me too. It is because he accepts me the way I am, as I accept him the way he is.
It's hard being yourself at times, because you know people around you will always find some kind of fault in you no matter what you do. Even if it is not your intention to be in the way that they think of you. It's kind of weird how I've found someone who can accept my flaws and faults and still wants to be with me. It may last, it may not. I don't know, but I hope that it may. I've been feeding on nothing but sadness and despair, but I have this warm, fuzzy feeling that I want to keep. I want to hold on to this feeling.
I have to thank this person for making me feel in a way I don't think it's possible for me to feel it. I have to thank him for putting up with me and how I am, I have to thank him for wanting to be with me. I don't know, I feel everything all at the same time, and it's quite magnificent how one person can make another feel everything all at once.
It's beautiful. This is love. This is love to me. He is love to me. He is my love. I love you.
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