Sunday 2 June 2013

A sinner and a saint.


I have always talked about being lost, and not knowing who I am. I guess I'll never really know, and neither would anyone else but when I'm surrounded by the most amazing people I know, I finally feel belonged. I feel loved. I feel wanted. Four days spent with my cousin was not enough, because every second with her is precious and she is precious to me.

I did things that I am not proud of, but I'll take it as an experience. I am also happy which I hope would last. I don't expect it though to be honest because not everyone stays with me. People often leave, and that hurts but life goes on. It's the cycle. I am blessed though for those who stayed with me, all these years. Like my bestfriends and my two wifeys. My family is just something that I will always complain about, but I will never want them replaced with anyone else. I have the best.

I just wish this semester break lasts a bit longer, I want to spend the rest of the days I have left with my cousin and Rizam and every one who makes my day a little brighter. I'm not ready to face college yet, it's just too soon. But whatever it is, so far, I am loving my break.
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