I like being on my own, but sometimes it gets a bit lonely seeing my friends are happy with their partner, even if they argue. That's the best bit of the relationship, fighting and then making up to it. I'm glad for them, but it actually gets to me a little which is really quite daft.
What happens when you fancy someone for more than a month, but have never thought about being with the person? It's like, you fancy them for various of reasons but you've never actually thought about being with them and somehow in a way, you don't expect them to fancy you right back. You want them to know, (which in my case he knows) but that's just it. You want nothing else from there, no response or anything. You fancy them, and that's that. What does that mean? Is that normal?
I'm pretty sure it is normal you know, for me to fancy someone. Actually it is more than normal, I fancy almost everyone I see. But there's this one particular guy, who I am very fond of. To others some would say he is a complete asshole, but to me he is smart. That is the main reason to why I am smitten by him. The way he talks, the way he interacts and the way he understands. I don't like him to the extend where I want to be with him, I like him because I do.
Most of the time I try to convince myself that the future is yet to come.
But someone should remind me, yesterday was once future too.
Tomorrow soon will be past, and I still haven't moved from here.
Maybe I'm still stuck in the past. It's true what they say, you are lucky if you're in love. I don't think I can feel love anymore. At least not for a long period of time. I hope this doesn't last though. I really hope it doesn't.
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