Camden.

Dear diary,

Seems like I only have 11 days left in London and I feel so, weird. I don't even know what I feel anymore. I used to feel so angry and so sad everytime I think about it but not anymore. I mean, it's a mixture of everything. Yes, I still feel angry and sad but then, I also feel excited, tired, happy, completely pissed about it and pretty much everything. But to be completely honest, I don't even know what I feel anymore. It's mostly just sad you know. I'm sad that I'm leaving my friends, I'm sad that I'm growing up, I'm sad that I'm leaving home, I'm sad that I can't go to the places that I always go to and mostly I'm sad that everything is going to change so much and that I might not see these wonderful people that I've known anymore. 

Anyways, allow me to talk about what happened after prom. Not literally the same night but later on the week and after. It was actually really good, I met up with Jay and Salim. We were at Jay's house chilling, I met Aja, Jay's sister. She's so fucking awesome. They were proper taking the piss out of Salim like, it was hilarious. Then, I went to Camden with Andrea, Afusat & Vwarhe and got some stuff. Afusat bought me another faerie doll which the left wing broke :( but I'm gonna buy another one ^_^ she also bought me a ring as an early birthday present because I love rings. It was just a really good day overall to be honest. 

A few days ago, me, Viviane, Afusat & Vwarhe went there again and I finally bought Ammar's t-shirt, a lighter for Jay and a wand. It was generally a good day with the best weather and we went to Hyde Park afterwards to chill. I love Camden, I swear if I have a great amount of money, I'd probably waste about 50 quid buying stuff from there. I still have to buy Yusuff's shirt. Thank God for Afusat, she's going to give me another 10 pounds. I love her. I've been busy packing as well, and there's still so many things to buy. If I have the extra money I'll probably get another faerie doll, the woman at the stall knows me already anyway. She'll probably gave me a discount, I love bargaining with them. I can't believe I have 11 days left till I go back, I swear to God it feels just like a week ago I was talking to Jay and I said I have 5 weeks left. I don't even know why the time is flying by so fast, it's unreal man. But, I also get the feeling of excitement sometimes. I really want to meet Ammar, Amsyar, Yusuff and Shahanin so bad. And of course my cousin's friends, I swear I'm looking forward to it. Well, I guess this is it. I'll post more before I leave.